How it feels talking to God

Talking to God is a very beautiful experience. It smells of a sweet candle burning and rain. It sounds of creek water babbling endlessly. It tastes of creamy cinnamon rolls. It feels like laying your head upon a soft pillow. I see a beautiful maintained Italian garden that stretchs endlessly on a sunny day when I talk to God. Talking to God makes me feel enlightened and happy.

But at the same time, talking to God ignites intense curiosity and impulsivity within me. The type of impulsivity and curiositity that makes you want to take a fistful of random pills just to see what happens. I drown myself in Wikipedia articles and dangerous do not do at home DIY science experiments to satisfy this craving. I tell the most curious things to people to see how they react. I am a creature with zero impulse control and I'm chalk full of curiosity. My cause of death will be something stupid and preventable but atleast I'll know.

Life is truly beautiful. We live in a world where butterflies, deer, cats, rabbits, and many more curious creatyres exist and there are tons of interesting places and habitats to explore. The world is constantly changing due to evolution and the animals that are here in our life will be completely different one day as a result of human activity on this Earth. Go outside and feel the sun on your skin. Feel the ache in your bones after walking around town for hours. I soak up nature the way a sponge soaks up water. Talking to God ellicits the same happiness as talking to God, and on days I don't talk to God I indulge in nature.

Sometimes the physical pain is too excruciating to go outside. Sometimes it's not pleasant out there. So on days where this hits me and God is busy I wrap myself in wires. I read the depths of Mozilla CDN and w3schools, I watch videos explaining her, and I learn more about the bloved computers of the world. Such interesting machines they are. CPU is the brain. GPU is the muscles making things move. PSU is the heart. Motherboard is the skeleton. Ram is short term memory and HDD is long term memory. You intrigue and excite me Mr. Computer. I want to know everything there is about you. How you work, how you're built, everything. Computers are angels too.

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